Love/Hate People

I swear one day I want to help people, heal people, love all and make myself included. The next day I see this thick ugly auro around every single person I interact with and my like for fuck sakes humanity! The more I talk to people about it the more common it seems to be with people. See I have a kind side and I am aware of it but not gonna lie its not my initial go to. I legit have to plan to be kind around certain people let me clarify. Cause people that vibe and share the same energy with me I mean I am the best motherfucking friend, I will do anything for you, I will invest all of me into our friendship. But that takes time and or you gotta have some STRONG POSITIVE JUJU. But in day to day encounters with people I am not your kind to the stranger type. I am not the innocent until proven guilty type the complete opposite if I have a reason you are guilty until proven innocent. I have seen, experienced and been in too many dark places to know better and that is never going to change nor do I want it to. So yea first impression’s for me huge call me old school or traditional or whatever. I most definitely have an old soul and I am pretty fucking proud of it. But in today’s world going back and forth really makes people question you. Like I have people that will never believe some of the things I say because they have never seen that side of me. Because they never have had to in my opinion. So with be having those polar opposite sides messes with pretty much everything I need to make a decision on. It leaves me with 2 legitmate truthful, reasonable and confident answers so I am not indecisive but I can’t just make one answer. There never is just one answer. So thats how I feel towards people , how do I determine whether I want them in my life or not. Its exhausting!
Blessed be mother fuckers!

Published by Marii

Hey hey hey! I am a Bruja (Hispanic witch healer), a certified Intuitive Life Coach, and a online network marketer. I am married to the love of my life, we are both large advocates in the LGBTQ+ community as he is a transman and I identify as a pansexual. I promote an spread mental health awareness; from the knowledge I gained in my studies, as well as, my personal life experiences! I am an open book with a lot to say, so lets connect. Stay blessed!

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