So I am definitely fan girling hard right now. This person is my twin soul, my soul mate, and simply just my human! We have gone through a few different hells, and vacation spots in hell but we continue to successfully growth together. The type of unconditional love he has shown me is something I thought only happened in movies! We are both super hard headed and I love that about us because we learn from every situation. And yes you read that right I said he. Lee is transgender and starting this week he sees the doctor and starts his journey of transitioning. He is truly the only man meant for me. Through all of this we have grown closer together, our bond is unbreakable and I know that for certain. I am already head over heels in love with my husband.
Back story a bit my relationship with men have never been healthy starting with my father. So there was no doubt I was gay. So one of Lee’s biggest fears was how I would be okay with being with a man due to my past traumas. This right here makes me cry because I vowed my life to this soul I take that shit seriously! And that love gives me a high stronger then any drug I’ve touched. And I just lie here feeling a gratefulness words can’t describe. There is no manual for relationships, marriage or love but when it’s right, and I mean truly right that’s real magic.
Now I know that this journey is not going to be sunshine and rainbows all the time and that’s okay because I am still excited to see what our future holds. I need to remember this feeling right now and why it happened so that I can use that for motivation to tackle my other addictions. So take you time because true love exists. Blessed be mother fuckers ✌️