Much needed Break*phew*

Thank fuck I have 5 days off work. I am not gonna lie it was long overdue and I feel like no real amount of time off will make me want to go back any sooner but for now I gotta make the most of it for as long as I need to until what I am looking for comes to me. But I get to spend 5 days with one of my top 5 favorite humans. I know she will read this because she is my first follower❤ But I get to go and pick up my niece today so she can hang out with me and her uncle for a while. I have been somewhat a apart of her life since she was born, my brother, sister in law and I have had a very complicated relationship since I became an adult. I haven’t been the type of person that my family likes to have around because I am just too different. My brother fights some of the same demons I do because of the way we were raised. So him and I deal with out shit more on our own then with getting help so it kinda puts a wedge in our relationship. But I love my big brother, we have gone through way too much shit together to hate each other but we are just very different and there as always just been some distance between us since I grew up. I am starting to learn that its okay. BUT Aurora is kinda like my mini me, i say that becuase my brother used to call me Mini me and she reminds me a lot of my brother. But when I was her age I didn’t have an adult that I could run to if I ever needed anything. Or maybe I did but I didn’t see it at the time. The world is very different now then when I was a teenager. And my neice and I share some pretty good things in common, love for tattoos, both part of the LGBT+ community, and stunningly good looking 😉 But over the last almost 2 years after everything change for me with what happenend with my dad; I have been trying to find ways to build relationships with my family that are not tied to my parents. Mostly my dad cause I am working on trying to build a new relationship with my mom but that is a very different because she is still with my dad. ANYWAYS went a little off topic haha This is the first time I get to have my niece for longer then like a dinner haha I have never had her stay with me for longer then that so having her down for 5 days I am soo fucking excited! She gets to kinda see what my new world looks like, and meet my people who now are who I look at as family. She will be the first one of my blood family to be a part of my found family. It makes my heart swell and brings tears to my eyes. My brother, sister in law and I haven’t always seen eye to eye but I am eternally grateful that they haven’t check her from me. Hopefully later down the road I will get to have the same opportunity with my nephews, they are a bit younger and I haven’t build a very strong bond with them yet but everything happens when the universe deems me ready.
Blessed be motherfuckers✌

Published by Marii

Hey hey hey! I am a Bruja (Hispanic witch healer), a certified Intuitive Life Coach, and a online network marketer. I am married to the love of my life, we are both large advocates in the LGBTQ+ community as he is a transman and I identify as a pansexual. I promote an spread mental health awareness; from the knowledge I gained in my studies, as well as, my personal life experiences! I am an open book with a lot to say, so lets connect. Stay blessed!

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