The beauty of Transformation

HEY HEY HEY. So I apologize for the typing mistakes because I am a little stoned. BUT today was an amazing day! I didn’t do all of my self-care but I did some, I had my protections with me and I was manifesting the outcome of this evenings events! So Lee went and got his first hair cut at a barborshop today. And he looks amazing!! I suits him so well, so fucking handsomešŸ˜ He was nervous at first cause it was a very drastic change for him but now that it has been a week he has just fallen into himself very naturally. Sorry I started this post a while ago and then got so busy that I didn’t have time to continue it on so I lost my groove so bare with me.
So through out the week Lee has come out to the majority of the people he works with. He was even able to use the mens locker room and washroom at work!! I feel like overwhelmed with joy for him, last night we got to talking about some of the not so happy side of feelings he is having and me too. We are both grieving someone we loved, for me I will grieve for a bit the wife I no longer have. The woman that I met and fell in love with, and for Lee he is grieving 27 years of his life as Lea-Anne. Just because its a postive thing doesn’t mean we are not allowed to have sad moments in them. Yes this is what was supposed to happen, Lee found his trueself for the very first time but there is a plethora of emotions that come with it. I will never catgorize them as good or bad but just a lot of different ones! Thats the beauty if transformation, it gives you the opportunity to discover who you really are as well as embrace the uncomfortable feeling of major change. Most say that is the worst of it but I don’t see it that way. I believe there is strength, and confidence to be taught when learning to be comfortable being uncomfortable, if that makes sense lol!
Blessed be motherfuckersāœŒ

Published by Marii

Hey hey hey! I am a Bruja (Hispanic witch healer), a certified Intuitive Life Coach, and a online network marketer. I am married to the love of my life, we are both large advocates in the LGBTQ+ community as he is a transman and I identify as a pansexual. I promote an spread mental health awareness; from the knowledge I gained in my studies, as well as, my personal life experiences! I am an open book with a lot to say, so lets connect. Stay blessed!

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