Emotions are my dark place

Reason being is because I like being a sociopath.i have accepted who I am but the world we live in let’s us believe we can just accept who we are and then tell us we are wrong. This is why sociopaths end up alone not really because they want to be but by default others kinda make us fall into that. I love having the many shades of Mar but as much as people say they like them to their actions speak differently. They like me until I don’t care about things they believe I should. Or until I don’t act like they think I should. Or I don’t say what they think I should. Sociopathy is kind of like living in your own world in your head and constantly trying to behave in a way that meets the status quo. Unless you are brave enough to live your trueself and not care what abyone thinks. I got married before I knew who I was so second option is mine to have. So when the darkness sits in she stays for a while and gets comfortable. Enjoyable misery…think you can understand that? Blessed be motherfuckers ✌️