When yea snap the fuck outta it!

Holy shit guys these last three days have been a chaotic clusterfuck of emotions and crazy head spaces and what not. Why? Well because I am going through shit, and my husband is going through shit and I mean if we don’t have each other who do we have? This last week we have had the house to ourselves and it really opened my eyes to a reality of mine, and that I am most comfortable in our solidarity. Having this last week with my hubby has been amazing, we are both learning so much about ourselves and each other that it is equally as beautiful as it is scary. We are going to have tough moments and those moments will feel like my world is falling apart but I know I have him to be there for me and so I can be there for him. We have really started seeing a more clear picture of how we want to see out future and we are gonna get there this time. We have made some tough decisions but none the less decisions that we know is whats best for us. I am excited about how our future will be, who we will have around is something we have been reflecting on the most. Its crazy how the world works that way. I have been learning a side of me that is very new, she is a bit gruesome, very feminine in a “i fucked your mother” kinda way. Lee brings in out in me, he gives me the very first sense of safety in the presence of a man that I ever had.
Men and I well never mixed well, I always needed to prove I was stronger and crazy because of the amount of men that abused and took advantage of me throughout my life. But Lee’s masculinity is not toxic, and toxic is all I have ever known. Lee has some really great friends that he is building some strong bonds with that are also for the first time showing me a side of masculinity I didn’t believe existed. So its like for the very first time I know I am safe to embrace this side of me, my sexuality has been something I have battled my whole life. But now it kinda just came down to I don’t give a fuck what anyone has to say about me or what I may or may not be interested in. Because I am happily fucking married to the soul that belonged to me that turned into the one man that was made for me. Fuck how lucky can a girl get!?! AND THE SEX I mean thats all i can really elaborate on that right now but GAME CHANGER for sure!!!
Blessed be motherfuckers✌

Published by La brujita Marii

A little witchy, a little bitchy. Married to the human that makes my soul complete. On a journey to self-actualization which leads me to have a lot to say. Fur mom to 2 big shepards boys and a itty bitty fiesty kitty. Working towards a career that with fulfill the purpose I was put on this world for. The rest you find out as you read. Blessed be motherfuckers!

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