The Dark Moments

Hey guys so I have just finished a dark crying sesh and kinda hating my life feeling. So this is me trying to work through it, I just really fucking miss my human, my partner, my husband, my lover. Yes I am a strong independent woman and I really am starting to enjoy having my alone time, it has forced me to hold myself accountable and otiher then a few loose odds and ends that I need to fix up I think I am holding my own. But then the feels decided to kick in after a while, my body, mind and soul now know I am going on a week being away from Lee. So my soul is going into panic mode cause that man is my protector and the leader of our home and life so the boys start to notice when its been a week and he isn’t home yet. This go around is a bit different though. I have been so busy with doing things and distracting myself and what not that I think I may have burnt myself out a bit. I sure did crash energy wise today. I lashed out at the boys without reason, and not taking into consideration that they miss dad too. I think this truly is the definition of bittersweet haha. Then I had my lil sis from my chosen family cheer me up a bit fuck man this is exhausting, life really does what the universe wants. I just gotta put in more work on manifesting what I truly need in this lifetime.
Blessed be motherfuckers✌

Published by La brujita Marii

A little witchy, a little bitchy. Married to the human that makes my soul complete. On a journey to self-actualization which leads me to have a lot to say. Fur mom to 2 big shepards boys and a itty bitty fiesty kitty. Working towards a career that with fulfill the purpose I was put on this world for. The rest you find out as you read. Blessed be motherfuckers!

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