Manifesting Growth

Yea know 2 years ago you would have never guessed I would be talking about this, but believe me I did homework and internal questioning long enough to be able to come to terms with where I am intuitvely as well as spiritualy.
I still consider myself fairly new and inexperienced but I am a very quick learner. I also have grown as a human emotionally, mentally, and maturely. So I now understand that its the foundation of what you decide you are capable of achieving. Like for the first time in my life, I am able to achieve the things I have always wanted. “Want something bad enough and it will happen” that this is magic and I never knew it! I really have been forcing myself to be aware of what I am thinking, where I am putting my energy, what I am focusing my emotions on. That in itself has made me make so many changes in my day to day life. Something as simple as being able to successfully exercise my dogs without my hubby around, or be able to pay all my bills and still get to go shopping after. The biggest one for me is not having to justifiy buying things that I was told wasn’t a necessity.
See growing up I saw how my dad would criticize my mom for almost every purchase she made if it wasnt what he believed was worth spending money on. I never realized how engraved that way of thinking was programmed in my brain. Until I was in the same situation, married and both of us pulling in a decent income consistently for a while, all of a sudden where was the option for extra. In 7 years together we had not been in a position to pay the necesities and enjoy some luxuries. So i had to figure out why something like buying a brand new jacket would give me anxiety. Or why making a purchase for myself to enjoy like around $70 while Lee is away on a project, would make me believe he was going to give me shit for doing it. Which he has never done but my head told me nope thats whats gonna happen. So then I just started believing the things I said like, we will be okay, there is enough money and we will be fine. I know that may sound to easy per say but I mean it, that is legit what I am doing. And the change just happens, how can you not believe in magic if you can make things happen just by wanting it bad enough?! So now that is how I would define manifesting, its like a growing process because you can’t do it without look at what and why you do the things you do a little deeper.
Hence manifesting is your growth, to be honest this makes me feel like a high I don’t wanna come down from but in a beautiful way. Try it out guys if you REAALLLLYY try you will see what I mean!
Blessed be motherfuckers✌

Published by Marii

Hey hey hey! I am a Bruja (Hispanic witch healer), a certified Intuitive Life Coach, and a online network marketer. I am married to the love of my life, we are both large advocates in the LGBTQ+ community as he is a transman and I identify as a pansexual. I promote an spread mental health awareness; from the knowledge I gained in my studies, as well as, my personal life experiences! I am an open book with a lot to say, so lets connect. Stay blessed!

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