So ever have those moments that like no matter what you do, you don’t feel like you are getting anywhere? Fuck me too man, and I for sure am the type that needs some kind of proof that what I am doing is worth it. It took me a while to figure that out so it led to getting in yet another cycle of self sabotage cause then I would just stop and say Fuck it! But yet again I am understand that this just really isn’t doing me any favors. Like for real Mar get over your daddy issues and love yourself already…am I right?!?!
So I have started to look at trying to accomplish little wins instead of looking at the really big goals for now. Remember this is just me doing me, everyone process differently but if your anything like me, well shit we outta be friends haha. Okay so where to start with little wins? Okay don’t judge me but I have worked in an office my whole life so I make like a chart thingy. What are the categories of your life that you are working on making changes in. Health, money, school, friends, cars lol what ever right. Then see what is something small that you think you can work on or change in that category. And like make sure you aren’t trying to do a small thing in like 6 categories. Like bro give yourself a break! So like doing 3 squats everything you go to the bathroom, swear jars, that kinda thing and like legit give it an effort. If you say you are working so hard for changing then hold yourself accountable to the small rules you make for yourself. Its mindset right, like instead of “ugh I don’t wanna exercise cause I have to lose weight.” instead try like “shit I deserve to feel bomb as shit no matter where I am so I am gonna walk.”
Believe me I was like the first was to think man thats ridiculous like just saying it or thinking it don’t work its not magic…IRONY Little did I know thats exactly what it is but im still figuring that one out. BUT yea little wins. When you finally say no to that annoying friend, or stand up for yourself against someone who disrespects you. Be proud of that shit, don’t let anyone say you shouldn’t be. Dude for a million and a half different reasons I never let myself be happy because for some fucked up reason I didn’t think I deserved it. MAN WE WERE TAUGHT WRONG!!!! Im telling you, be selfish. Keep your intentions in a good, positive and honest place but do you boo boo! At the end of the day if they aint feeding you, homing you or fucking you don’t let anyone tell you that you are not allowed to figure you out. Ain’t no one the boss of you but you boo boo. Okay that was a lot of pep but I mean for real, take the time to appreciate the little things you change no matter how small they may seem. It gets easier to see the bigger picture.
Blessed Be Motherfuckers✌️