New Year New Me

Yea yea yea, I remember when people used to criticize the concept that when a new year came we look at it as a new opportunity to invent ourselves. Why did I ever listen to that?! Now more then ever I believe this. If you want to reinvent yourself over and over again DO IT and lets be friends! See the way I look at it is, if you don’t like who you are, or something specific in your life and you are making the changes to not stay in the same spot…FUCK YEA I WANNA HEAR ABOUT IT!! I have gone far to long just standing on the side lines watching my life unravel and feeling like I have no control over it. Yes the decisions I was making were creating changes but not the right ones. So in the last 3 months I have been prepping to make this year a better one. Working on changing my mindset on things. Learning about things I had no understanding of, like Brujeria which is a spiritual healing witchraft that originated in Mexico. Listening to people who have the lifestyle that I want and no longer paying attention to the people that are not on the same level as me.
Now when I say the same level, I don’t mean that as in I am better then others. No, I mean people who are on the same journey of self actualization. I find that with people who are not on a personal growth journey, really don’t like to talk about the same things that I do. They usually take what I say as me bragging about my personal accomplishments, which is so not true. When I tell people what I am doing and what I am going through, I do it with the intention to inspire others or to simply pass along the positive energy I am carrying. See energy works like a ripple effect, I now understand what it means to have high vibration energy. I have physically felt it now because I have always been a skeptic. That energy that I produce can be passed along to others, I am working on learning more about this but I now have seen it happen. Sadly, the constant reaction I get from people when I talk about this is judgement. I could go on about why I think they do that…but thats not the point. So this is why I only speak to people about my life to those who are on my level.
I no longer feel guilty about that, I used to think it made me come off conceited but i see otherwise now. This year my new years resolution was to be unapologetically selfish.
Now I mean that through and through, this year I am only going to have time for the things I want to do, for the things I want to experience, for the people I love, for the people who want to join me on this journey. I am dedicating this year to learning more about myself, to understand my intuition and embrace my power. I plan to establish traditions, routines, and the right patterns. I am not gonna lie after deciding to do this I truly have felt that high vibration calm my anxiety, it has helped me take time to slow down my thoughts so that I am aware of what is going on in there. I finally feel motivate to take my health seriously, like creating small habits, to love myself. Stress is something I don’t want to have anymore, now I understand that its impossible to say I will never feel stressed again. But I do know I have better tools on how to deal with them so it doesn’t take over my life. So legit mean that this year I will be creating a new me. I can’t wait to bring all my readers and new ones along for the ride.
Stay blessed motherfuckerz✌️

Published by Marii

Hey hey hey! I am a Bruja (Hispanic witch healer), a certified Intuitive Life Coach, and a online network marketer. I am married to the love of my life, we are both large advocates in the LGBTQ+ community as he is a transman and I identify as a pansexual. I promote an spread mental health awareness; from the knowledge I gained in my studies, as well as, my personal life experiences! I am an open book with a lot to say, so lets connect. Stay blessed!

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