KANE’S 5TH BIRTHDAY

HI! MY NAME IS KANE LEE TUTTLE, I AM A GERMAN SHEPARD BLACK LAB MIX. I AM A BIG BOY BUT IM JUST BIG BONED😉 TODAY I TURNED 5 AND MAN DID I HAVE THE BEST DINNER AND DESERT EVER. MY MOM AND DAD SPOIL ME ROTTEN. MY FAVORITE THINGS IS CUDDLING, MY HUMANS FOOD,Continue reading “KANE’S 5TH BIRTHDAY”

CHANGE AINT SO SCARY

the one thing i have never been good at is confidence. no it did not just choose that because of the quote, but it works! I HAVE BEEN THE QUEEN OF FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT I BELIEVED MY OWN LIE. I HAVE ALWAYS PUT UP THIS HUGE FRONTContinue reading “CHANGE AINT SO SCARY”

That instant shift

Yea know I usually stay pretty positive about things but im struggling. Im struggling with the shift. What do I mean about the shift? You get to a certain age, stage in your life, mindset, or whatever it is to you that makes you change things. Change the things you want, change the things youContinue reading “That instant shift”

Calming your inner scream

Don’t you hate that moment when all you can do is feel emotion and can’t rationalize why you are feeling but know that you need to understnad what you are feeling because you don’t want it reoccuring but know youre feeling it for a reason. UGH MY LIFE!! This is fairly new to me becauseContinue reading “Calming your inner scream”

Manifesting Growth

Yea know 2 years ago you would have never guessed I would be talking about this, but believe me I did homework and internal questioning long enough to be able to come to terms with where I am intuitvely as well as spiritualy. I still consider myself fairly new and inexperienced but I am aContinue reading “Manifesting Growth”

Dirty Thirties

Well my intentions were to write this all actually on my birthday and then well my birthday happened haha, turned the BIG 30 on the 15th. Scorpio through and through may I add haha. There was a lot of emotions leading up to it and a lot of emotions on that day, I really wantedContinue reading “Dirty Thirties”

The art of Ageing

Growing up my mom used to hate her birthday because she said it just reminder her about how old she was getting. Now being that I was younger I always looked forward to my birthday because the attention was about me. My 15th Quincenera was a huge deal for me. I will never forget thatContinue reading “The art of Ageing”

It only has to be temporary

The uncomfortable doesn’t need to stay you just need to feel it. This is what I was trying to learn this weekend. I wasn’t doing good right after the new moon. I felt my anxiety come back, my desire to isolate from everyone. The thoughts that feed into my fears, ugh my fears. I hateContinue reading “It only has to be temporary”

The Dark Moments

Hey guys so I have just finished a dark crying sesh and kinda hating my life feeling. So this is me trying to work through it, I just really fucking miss my human, my partner, my husband, my lover. Yes I am a strong independent woman and I really am starting to enjoy having myContinue reading “The Dark Moments”

Biggest of Change

Good morning my wonderful humans! Happy Halloween!!! Happy Samhain!!! Feliz Dia de los Muertes!!! So I woke up on a high today, correction I did not wake up that way, because my hellhound had to poop at 7AM on a sunday haha but after that….I decided to do some of the things I always wantedContinue reading “Biggest of Change”