If I had the chance to talk to Mar ten years ago, I would tell her โ€It will get worse but then BAM before you know it things will start to talk to you very clearly. This is how I feel now, like the first thought that goes through my mind isโ€ฆโ€I am so gladContinue reading “I AM PROOF”

Ambition: LOVING IT๐ŸŽ„

So I just have to say that I am writing this at my mother-in-law’s because her computer is the coolest thing ever! HAHA! But every time I come here she helps me solidify what I want to achieve so I am using her computer with hopes of taking some of her prosperous energy! So hereContinue reading “Ambition: LOVING IT๐ŸŽ„”


Hola my lovelies, so can you feel the different energy coming out in this one? So for the very first time I was able to really sit with my thoughts and meditate, felt calm, my mind was silent and able to clearly hear my thoughts. I can’t even begin to describe how it felt. IContinue reading “FULL MOON IN GEMINI”

Little Wins & Fuck Them

So ever have those moments that like no matter what you do, you don’t feel like you are getting anywhere? Fuck me too man, and I for sure am the type that needs some kind of proof that what I am doing is worth it. It took me a while to figure that out soContinue reading “Little Wins & Fuck Them”

The Past can really be the PAST!

So last year I dreaded for December 13 to come, like I mean I cried for about 7 days leading up to it. And it felt like a my heart broke again when the day hit. So now fast forward for 2 years from this date, AKA yesterday LOL. A few day’s ahead I becameContinue reading “The Past can really be the PAST!”


the one thing i have never been good at is confidence. no it did not just choose that because of the quote, but it works! I HAVE BEEN THE QUEEN OF FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT I BELIEVED MY OWN LIE. I HAVE ALWAYS PUT UP THIS HUGE FRONTContinue reading “CHANGE AINT SO SCARY”