If I had the chance to talk to Mar ten years ago, I would tell her โ€It will get worse but then BAM before you know it things will start to talk to you very clearly. This is how I feel now, like the first thought that goes through my mind isโ€ฆโ€I am so gladContinue reading “I AM PROOF”

Ambition: LOVING IT๐ŸŽ„

So I just have to say that I am writing this at my mother-in-law’s because her computer is the coolest thing ever! HAHA! But every time I come here she helps me solidify what I want to achieve so I am using her computer with hopes of taking some of her prosperous energy! So hereContinue reading “Ambition: LOVING IT๐ŸŽ„”


Hola my lovelies, so can you feel the different energy coming out in this one? So for the very first time I was able to really sit with my thoughts and meditate, felt calm, my mind was silent and able to clearly hear my thoughts. I can’t even begin to describe how it felt. IContinue reading “FULL MOON IN GEMINI”

Little Wins & Fuck Them

So ever have those moments that like no matter what you do, you don’t feel like you are getting anywhere? Fuck me too man, and I for sure am the type that needs some kind of proof that what I am doing is worth it. It took me a while to figure that out soContinue reading “Little Wins & Fuck Them”

The Past can really be the PAST!

So last year I dreaded for December 13 to come, like I mean I cried for about 7 days leading up to it. And it felt like a my heart broke again when the day hit. So now fast forward for 2 years from this date, AKA yesterday LOL. A few day’s ahead I becameContinue reading “The Past can really be the PAST!”


the one thing i have never been good at is confidence. no it did not just choose that because of the quote, but it works! I HAVE BEEN THE QUEEN OF FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT I BELIEVED MY OWN LIE. I HAVE ALWAYS PUT UP THIS HUGE FRONTContinue reading “CHANGE AINT SO SCARY”

That instant shift

Yea know I usually stay pretty positive about things but im struggling. Im struggling with the shift. What do I mean about the shift? You get to a certain age, stage in your life, mindset, or whatever it is to you that makes you change things. Change the things you want, change the things youContinue reading “That instant shift”