If I had the chance to talk to Mar ten years ago, I would tell her ”It will get worse but then BAM before you know it things will start to talk to you very clearly. This is how I feel now, like the first thought that goes through my mind is…”I am so gladContinue reading “I AM PROOF”


Hola my lovelies, so can you feel the different energy coming out in this one? So for the very first time I was able to really sit with my thoughts and meditate, felt calm, my mind was silent and able to clearly hear my thoughts. I can’t even begin to describe how it felt. IContinue reading “FULL MOON IN GEMINI”

Manifesting Growth

Yea know 2 years ago you would have never guessed I would be talking about this, but believe me I did homework and internal questioning long enough to be able to come to terms with where I am intuitvely as well as spiritualy. I still consider myself fairly new and inexperienced but I am aContinue reading “Manifesting Growth”

Dirty Thirties

Well my intentions were to write this all actually on my birthday and then well my birthday happened haha, turned the BIG 30 on the 15th. Scorpio through and through may I add haha. There was a lot of emotions leading up to it and a lot of emotions on that day, I really wantedContinue reading “Dirty Thirties”

The art of Ageing

Growing up my mom used to hate her birthday because she said it just reminder her about how old she was getting. Now being that I was younger I always looked forward to my birthday because the attention was about me. My 15th Quincenera was a huge deal for me. I will never forget thatContinue reading “The art of Ageing”

It only has to be temporary

The uncomfortable doesn’t need to stay you just need to feel it. This is what I was trying to learn this weekend. I wasn’t doing good right after the new moon. I felt my anxiety come back, my desire to isolate from everyone. The thoughts that feed into my fears, ugh my fears. I hateContinue reading “It only has to be temporary”

The Dark Moments

Hey guys so I have just finished a dark crying sesh and kinda hating my life feeling. So this is me trying to work through it, I just really fucking miss my human, my partner, my husband, my lover. Yes I am a strong independent woman and I really am starting to enjoy having myContinue reading “The Dark Moments”